Revision

I confess that I am responsible for the following but I have to inform whomever that in the history of stronza computer's that still work just enough to make one think that simple operations can be performed,this computer is the great champion.The penultimate heaven of frustration......The mount Olympus of mechanical vampirism. It is Shiva doing the final dance eternally thumping out the beat with the violent toss of destructive bolts of fire.Wait a minute....I think that's a little extreme.... Most important though is the freedom I feel from experiencing the separation of inhuman ideals of wealth and power from authentic experience of another person or people in general.To find the place in myself that creates inhuman ideals and find peace behind it is a sweet reward beyond compare.I'm on a mission to move and that has to be number one in my life.It requires giving up all sorts of things.I have changed trains in Milan many times and drove through it but I never spent time there.I know my idea of changing my environment to force myself to re-activate many dormant parts of my integral self is a very good one and while I am sure that prolonged time in formal Sangha is part of that ,spending time immersed in Italian culture is what nature has decreed as best.The invitation came out of the blue.My friend is a very admirable person and it is an honor for me to sacrifice any aspect of my behavior that does not harmonize with the situation in order realize my dream.I feel its my duty to be my very best so that I do his kindness spiritual justice.I have always loved to wear Double breasted suits and Italian shoes but with a turtle neck mostly.An open shirt is ok but I'll scour the city for the right Italian knit shirt to wear.Then I can have some civility for a change which I love so much.I love Italian civility and frankly I would not hesitate in the slightest at whatever opportunity may present itself in the context of no particular expectation other than anything.So you can Imagine I have to change this and that to do that and this.I have to cut myself slack regarding some plans I had to utilize a learning process.This is for all kinds of personal reasons to do with my environment,Like...... Meanwhile I will go on doing what I can as it comes naturally.