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I like to entertain myself with fashion sometimes.In fact it has entertained me often, coming up with something I hadn't done or hadn't seen through from before.This winter I got two articles of clothing that make me happy.One is this ugg sample that seems to be one of a kind.Its a scarf thats sheerling wool on one side and skin on the other and it has pockets that work as gloves.It rises up behind the neck sort of like a coat wood.Its almost disarming its so unuesual and the russians go wild with approval.The other is I bought a scuba vest at the scuba store for 49,99 and it zipps tight in a nedium.The kicker is it holds your body temp close to 98 degreez while its tight and un-abtrusive.Ot certainly would make good summer wear too because it breathes both ways somehow.You can't have any excess flab at all to wear it though.Do you not also enjoy fashion a lot in your life? Individual fashion statements make the world a better place.I bend my mind towards my desire to c a world where people feel far more free in how they present themselves fashion wise.It just takes one generation.I know this because I used to dedicate all my being to seeing the racial problem in this country change and I did all I could which didn't work as well as realizing that just one generation that can't see rasial difference would change it all.I figures if wrong doing eventually reaches to heaven with its stench,thus causing heaven to respond then that would probably be how.And the day came in 2003 when 15 year olds questioned me as to why these things were so and to my delight they couldn't understand how these physical differences meant that people would respond that way.Completely unable to process racial difference.I realized racism still existed but Its obvious to me that one day Americans will look at old pictures and say "wow....look at all the white people ". The point of studying race and sex in the united states is to c through it.For many I had to verbally assault anyone being verbally racist in front of me but I eventually just hardly ever saw caucasions.I was being verbally assaulted for looking caucasion regularly and that was a real eye opener and a great experience.I loved listening to wwrl spirit 1600 esspecially on sundays when I would cassette record Louis farakahn in the hopes of converting white people.It was so silly I was off the hook.I found ou all kinds of things in my zeal and I would bother the rabbi with..." Why does the queen of sheeba say ... 'I am balck but comely " when she was an empress talking to the king of a little city.It says she said that in the bible and I can't Imagine why she would say " I am balck but beautiful ".I was dumb dumb dumb about all of this.And its all looney tunes because at that time if a television was on I couldn't turn it off unless the chanel showed an african face.How could I not respect anyones youth having been through a bad one.I still hate my twenties but that's just me.It was so bad that I'm very happy now because at least its not then.I prau other people do not feel this way about their lives but it forces me to be sympatico a lot.