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On the off chance that someone knows Latin by studying it, I can still write this way.It translate back in to gobledy-guck.Then again it might make sense to one who knows......I'm not sure.I thought that whomever it was who responded to me in latin and in a mixed tongue must have a good sense of humor.Its easy for me to put on ideas as if they were a yogic assanna but one that is internal.That's what I learned about yoga: that the physical assana's match an internal one.So anyway I have played with myself regarding a host of strange things I saw on line.I did not mind certain intrusions based on a degree of light attitude being displayed.In fact it thrilled me.It also fit with my grand romantic notion of romancing a soul.Romancing a soul is void of sexual preference but I could describe a physical person also which is based on all kinds of complicated reasons .If I can assume a roll and feel the feelings I look to see how it affects me and often can learn .On line you are not supposed to take much stock in much of anything you read that is annonymous and if some one tries to be sincere and honest whatever they are trying to convey will be watered down by the bad apples not to mention oneself when confused.So much so that something that one originally meant to be light and pleasantly useful or thrilling gets watered down and altered by foreign influences in varieties of ways.I kind of never got there.It looks really stupid when I tried to supplicate them in some way because I thought it was fair.I'm no suicide but I take it very seriously in others.I thought I was trying to kill myself when I was eight years old but that is not suicidal.All that says is that I was a strange child.But I refuse to hurt someone So you see it would be impossible to communicate with anyone on that basis on line.I profess my love to two woman and castrina knows that about me.She knows I love the notion that nature would put two people together who would understand the deepest parts of each other automatically.It doesn't sound romantic but it causes a romantic heart to enliven life.I believe the process of union is a metaphor for union with the divine.For certain it could never be wrong.There would be no doubt about the other and I take back what I wrote a while back.You can be sure if you have authentic feelings for someone that turn you on it is a guarantee that your kisses will create a galactic firework's show.Now.....as near as I could tell ....someone wants to tell me how someone doesn't like me or something............Somethings are determinate and some not.Part of feeling well in life is taking a stern hand with oneself about anything obsessional based on indeterminate .....