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wow..........what a difference! It deefinetly improves ones mental outlook to remove fowl teeth.It wasn't as bad as we thought as only six teeth teeth had to go but I underestimated what a fucking drag they were and how much better I would feel removing them.I'm too happy today.I can't imagine that someone would feel other than very flattered at such a perfect homage.Anything less than " I'm flattered " seems less than gracious.I can only surmise and consider how I would feel and its very obvious to me that this is the case.On a deeper level I find it gratifying to hear different peoples musicality or the process of musical thinking myself and others go through in composing melodies.I think that is very well available re: what it is i'm talking about and is an original that is clear about its inspiration.This makes it real as compared with anything else that gets singaled out in that way.One has to consider the genre and some given's about what works and doesn't.Just a beautiful homage it seems to me because it is also a singular and personal expression which makes it original.I would go so far to say that a homage like that is very correct.Most people in that position do not get something like that that clearly was made with care,attention, creativity and love not to mention time and money.I'm in the midst of doing huh!!!!!what....groove shark turns itself on????? I can't find out much about computor things lately because this one's almost defunct which is how it will stay as long as people think its funny to send worms and trojans in to it.I like to write but even that is a stretch with this computor let alone much else.I don't think about it much because it has saved my ass not being free to write more arrogant and condescending thoughtless nonesense for no reason and only I think is funny.The homor is more than lost in writing um.I'm training myself to endure things that horra-fy me....namely,reality telivision.I've written before how enthusiastic I was to have my compagnon torture me with fox news and television in general.I used to be very militant against the t.v almost as much as I was against the use of the n word or people being abusive.Thankfully one has to work hard to maintain one's outlook and hold to ideas and thoughts as a be all and end all carved in stone.Its all because of biggy because I like to play one of his songs on the accoustic guitar which alwayse seems to go over big.I alwayse ask ahead if they want me to leave the n word in or out and I have found that people under a certain age want it in while many over a certain age want me to drop it.Things start to change when you live on a block where you are constanly being called or yelled at ...." hey you....that white (blank)over there).Or......"hey! how are you (blank) boy".I never saw that coming.After a lifetime of campaigning against that kind of communication I get blasted with "that's cause you're a (blank),(blank) boy."Or "Hey (blank.)...your a (blank)you (blank),why, your the last angry (blank) left in new york city you (blank). I sense that this seems exagerated.Unbelievably it is not.Since I didn't use the word it is very rare that I would no matter what people accepted or did not.Reffereing to anyone by using slang that reffers to ones physical character or whatever sucks.If I was a female pop singer I ( ME) would make a cd that was an ode to sex and call t something that was deadpan obvious.In ways its been done,but not called " Hot XXX hard core porn".It could be a visual cd kinda like "ready to Die" with vignettes in btween songs with each song being about various types of hot sex from leather,group,bondage,women,men bla bla bla(anyway no one owns the idea) or rather Blue ,blue, blue, which is how garmento's say it.They don't speak french but they alwayse say "blue" three times in a row with the pitch going up on the third.... Blue blue, blue ....B-L-U-E.

Whats this.....Iranians getting Fiesty now? algeria? yemen? Semms like this happens whenever the dollar is drained such as its been.I often want to prognosticate on line but I'm affraid of accidentally being right too much which turns out sucking much more than guessing wrong.Political upheaval makes Great Tee vee though! Meanwhile I'm so beaten down from being tortured by Housewives shows that my compagnon watches all of......ALL ALL do you understand what that does? I even like two particular housewives more than the others which is just plain browbeaten.I enjoy watching people I care about enjoying themselves as much as possible.It is typical that these shows would be on when we're more than apt to stay home and I plan to find a local bar to hang out in when things blow over.I don't know if someone can guess which two I like best or why anyone would care or want to so I have sweetend the idea by offering one million dollars to the person who even bothers to guess( my God will pay your God who will hold it for you).Its a good idea when one has enough in a similar style as myself, to let God worry about your finances as far as being busy with getting more. I'm legally unmarried and have no children with just myself to take care of bassically but things are different for people in other circumstances.I once had a baby until she had a miscarriage.Prior to that,I told my old dad just in case something happened to me.He was born in 1922 or three and is emblematic of a conservative style person of that era so you can imagine how well he took it when I said " I have a baby on the way with my Haitian Creole girlfriend so in case I die I want you to know that if a creole person comes up to you and says they are your grand child its true".That was a long time ago.I like Nee Nee and Camille far and away.I make quick friends with the Nee'z Nee'z of this world but they are a tough bunch and easy to fall out with eventually.No matter how bad though they alwayse come back around and I wish I had stayed in touch with a bunch of um cuz I miss um.