aaahh,ummm...whats this?.....I'm just plain happy and content.....

Somewhere in the back of my mind I suspect there is a perfect picture of discomfort and discontent.Before I forget it,the following was told to me in the hinterland and some find it amusing..............."why do tweakers like to do it doggy style?................................................................................................................................................................................................................................so they can both look out the window at the same time. I wonder if I could ever have granted credibility to the extent to which there are certain times for such varied activities(and i don't mean tweaking) in human affairs.It impresses me that there is a time for everything in a full human life.I wonder a lot about the experience of others.I wonder if these changes in ones activity,depending on the time requires little help from the individual other than showing up and having a clear intention what you want and what you need.The "universe" or "nature " will c to it that you've found the energy and resources to be present where nature has perhaps planned your pattern to be present and extra connected.You are very blessed if you enjoy your solitude and can take the time to retire for whatever time from the world that awaits you.I do often meet people who share with me the idea that there is a big difference between feeling lonesome and being alone.The practice of "wu wei" or freedom from attachment to outcome has always loomed large as an inevitable life lesson for me.Writing here 4 me in that case is like commanding one to act like no one is commanding or, forcing one to act unforced.I seem to have a special ability to cause confusion and a mess whenever I try to affect an outcome to anything 4 any reason.I suppose that's a human commonality in general.