personal considerations aside we are the best here in NYC because....

We insist on building a mosque at ground zero.The mayor insists.We are the very best of this nation representing the highest principles while we go about making our paper or whatnot.I was asked by many folks from elsewhere why we act so snobby in the north east.I concurred and said that its true,that we are so bad that way we consider the most ill bred among us to be better than those from other regions.Not very nice of us though and I do not agree though raised that way.fact is that if 9-11 happened in most other cities there would have been reprisals.The first thing we said on 9-12 was our sorrow is not a call for revenge.Most of us felt that adding more death to the horror of the 9-11 fatalities was abhorrent.Sara Palin is no American if she does not believe a mosque belongs there.I am a tad over the top myself on that score.I always thought as a Jew that I should lay flowers to represent forgiveness at an SS monument in Germany.If no Jewish person can forgive then there is no Jewish people.Our core belief is to not do a hateful thing to another that we find hateful-Hillel the elder was the dude and gee-he's-us preached this old man's teaching making Christianity quite Jewish it seems to me.The quote about lighting a candle in mere reality is by Carl Jung by the way.I do not like him much as he was very supportive of the eugenics movement.I am SOOOOOOOOO lucky.I was taking anti bionics when the brown recluse got me and my friend had antibiotic horse salve which once applied made the spider bite throw up itself.I knew i would eventually get bit because the odds say that the more you do something (like camping in the deep wilderness) the more likely things will happen.I did a bang up job convincing myself not to write much any more except a few dry things.I spoke with a young ( 21 ) woman or rather she spoke to me and somehow she completely understood and made it known she understood the sides of myself that cause me to feel needy of being listened to.Other people around that age also seemed to ease this rather mechanical emotion.Also she said (your going to love this) that since I was clearly not a hater of women could I explain why all men she meets (except for angelic me!!!!!) are women haters to which I replied that many work this out through conscious effort while most do not make the effort early enough in life which makes it harder as one gets a bit older.Its never to late to overcome as long as you do not have a serious personality disorder.I have found many hetero women haters have personality disorders.Frankly it took extraordinary means for me to do so as I had unresolved and unrecognized anger.I never used to express my feelings and this turned in to a mess and worse when I became unfettered in expressing them.You would not believe it but I used to not complain much ever and attended 6 different 2 week silent meditation retreats!Now I have completed a ten year period of spewing the blather spun by fretful peregrination and general folderal.I know there are people who can understand me in a way the people I know intimately can not.That gave me peace.Once again some smart psychologist started picking on me wanting to know why I had such pronounced sttd or whatever.This was at main circle.I said I was trying to stop relating to the labels and required no more diagnosis but he wanted to know if i was in the military.........no.......jail.....no..........serious accidents......no......"oh, I see, you've been beaten down so much you just react to everything traumatically thus ruining good chances.I winked and said you got it.Only an octogenarian could deliver the next line so matter of fact a manner when he replied "oh,some of us get free of that as we get older but often not and so must just get used to the condition".He liked my plan to correct it by going where economic bs can at least be removed from the menu for a time allowing me to develop healthier habits in my
reactions and outlook towards the life I have left.I made a rather dumb and perhaps insulting to someone comment on u tube about detroit and wound up running in to all my friends from the Detroit area spending much time with them.Truly a very special breed of people all of whom eventually seem to at least tolerate me.They told me all about detroit blah blah i'm going for a walk............cheers! and tables