thank you tender mercy....................i do not think you believe me nor giving a second thought to any relevance to your life.

Perhaps one day you might know I am sincere here and now in saying you have shown me something I was too blind to see.You have saved the quality of my life and it makes one sad although very understandable that I can not even prove the truth of my sentiments in one silent gaze.But I will confess.....if in 40 years you realize my appreciation and gratitude of you as a living blessing who saved me from going down the wrong path. I would never have survived my rancor and lack of compassion towards myself.There is one special you and you bring us joy to feel your fresh positive flow.I hope you always remember how special your talents are to heal.I have 2,000,000 acres of yours in my heart if you ever need to claim it but we know how useless it is to the true seeker of unconditional love.Normally we walk in another persons shoes before we judge but perhaps my .The nature of life is much like the story line i have in my head. WANING AND WAXXXXINGGGGGG AND WAD IT ONCE WAS.